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July 28 Give all to love, obey thy heart. this blog has been with me through every single thing. but it's time i move to some place else. i'll still use kinah.spaces don't fret. cuz i'm too sentimental to let it go like that. find me here. 8) June 06 We tried to find some words, to aid in the decay."Do you want me to tell you something really subversive?
Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it.
It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.
And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more."
- Erica Jong
thank you for your quiet apathy. i promise i'll have this public journal updated properly. May 02 To my motion fatigue: farewell.i think i google more than i eat. i'm really inconsistent.
March 31 I feel found when you stay near. hurrr. this blog is definitely abandoned. but for the benefit of wwbf and the rest of the beings who actually take their time off to read my unobtrusive entries, i decided to have it updated :| okay, so i've been up to nothing close to productive eversince the start of the two month vacation. call me lazybones or whatever but bumming around all the time has started to take its toll on me. i would constantly be so conscious about, everything else. okay, my body in particular. i feel so gross and unhealthy and thick): so i've been doing workouts i learnt from ellen and it sure makes me feel less guilty. after all, i was the culprit who have done such injustice to my health and body.
i've also been attending sewing classes regularly and have been out almost every other day except on certain days where i turn to being not so receptive to accepting my flaws. so far, i've sewn up high-waisted skirt and am in the midst of sewing a blouse for myself. hawhaw. and just a few days ago, i had my virgin shisha visit with the most awesomest people around (sans a few). i've got a coupla things at the back of my mind that i would wanna accomplish before i start my final year (ZOMGZZZZ FINAL YEAR ?!?).
excuse me for a while before i register this in my cold-hearted brain for it hadn't occur to me that i'm already in year 3. everything's pacing up now. i'd like to hit the beach with wwbf, spend a ridiculous amount of money on food, watch a gamajazillion movies at the cinemas as well as meet my secondary school friends (aiyah when ah Haiza?) before the new term starts. i'm supposed to meet Ain, Ak and wwbf tomorrow but we postponed it. RAH.
on a different note, one of the highlights has got to be being there to witness BMM perform at Esplanade's outdoor theatre and watching Yuna live and doing nothing but wasting my youth away. NOT. oh, and meeting Ivan and Azl twice in a month. sweeet. and then it was meeting Zila for a few seconds (AH MA GAAAA I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT TALKING TO YOU). apart from her, i'm missing alot of people (especially you) but no thanks to my huge ego, i dont have enough guts to break the wall between us. for now, all i can say is that i apologise for not being the friend you wanted me to be, for messing up everytime when everything's okay again and for not being there whether in your highs or lows. yes, i'm a terrible person. okay, i don't feel like typing anymore though i have a couple more things and pictures to upload and update about. i shall give that a miss till next time. nighto! (: March 05 So what have we done with x and o's?i have since decided that working would be the best option. i have been pining/lusting on so many items on sgflea. everytime i wanted to purchase some nonsense , i'd be somehow rendered broke. but when my wallet's bursting with notes fresh from my Mom's hands, i'd forget all about it, and splurge on nonsensical stuff i don't even need instead.
what in the blazes will i be able to sew? -_- if you don't already know, my Mom has been wanting to sign me up for a slew of courses which includes baking, cooking, sewing etc. so i'm gonna get a hands-on tomorrow at class (LULZ) with 2 other girls and the cheecher who i hope is kinda cuz i'm a slow learner slash dumbo.
i've been a slob as of late. ever since the last paper ended (24th i think??), i've been behaving like an insomniac. sleep late and wake-up even later. it irks me. yes, the sight of me waking up late irks me. HAHA.
and that is why i need a job. the taxi job sounds enticing. i mean who wouldn't want a 7 slash 8 dollar per hour job right? and then there's the IT fair thingy. if all goes well, i hope to be earning some money for myself by the end of this month. *inserts ecstatic money face, $.$*.
the right side of my head hurts and i'm missing a hella lot of people right now that i hope to meet soon. people like my ngaji friends who i basically grew up with and Wan, who's entering army in under a week! and also my secondary skewl buddies who are ever-so-awesome. people like Ivan and Azely whom i still owe a teh peng session with (shitzx). then there's the best friend, ATC and AK (proper hangout leh pls girlsssss). and of course the endearing bitch, Ain. HAHAHA.
i'm pretty excited for Friday but i hate bumping into people who piss the shit out of me. i realise sometimes i am capable of hate. but most of the time, i think i make people hate me so easily. i don't really know. all i know is My Bloody Valentine is extremely gory i hate it. i hate every single yucky part of that movie. and i was hoping Jensen Ackles would me the good guy but turns out he is a baddie. WHY AHHHH.
so anyway, last Saturday was Amira's birthday and she has since turned 5! i am pretty satisfied with the turnout of the decor in the function room. hehe. but it inevitably had to rain on our parade which suxxx but we managed to bbq almost everything and the cake was devineeeee! all thanks to Kak Kikin's hailing all the way from Grand Hyatt. after which i had to play the door
before that was a series of outings such as LnL, Postbox's EP launch, 0706 bbq as well as ATC's awesome waterfront gig. it had to rain on our parades that afternoon but the class bbq was at night so it was okay but SH and i totallyy burnt our 1 dollar entering the stewpid chalet. HAHAH. then we took a few jumpshots on the bed and photobooth-ed with Nic's Macbook Pro. then it was bumming around until the charcoal lit and it was a full-blown cookout with massive fire and SUPER FUN TIME.
LnL was a one-off experience which i never want to miss and it actually turned out to be loads of fun pushing people to the moshpit and one kambing boy now has to resort to a lousy phone after losing his phone while bodysurfing. LULZ. Trella performed 3 songs and i am sooooo proud of them boys! afterwhich, i met Sarah and Nissa which was quite shocking cuz the cousin doesn't go to gigs yet alone go to a recorded one. HAHAHA. have a safe trip to Philippines! <333
okay that's super lengthy but here's some eye candy for you. NOT. :o)
Postbox's launch was very aptly themed for kids like me. HAHAHA. bubbles &balloon coupled with happy people.
i still love Widya's sneakers. hawhaw.
quoting Sarah 'these are my family, these are my friends'. 8)
the room had more laptops than humans. hehehe. free wireless connections ftw!
shampoo ad + one slouchy monkey.
SH, Me & one burnt Ken.
and this is 0706 for you. : D
Cinderella gown fit for a princess.
making her inspections.
spot me!
check out the neat decor all done by yours truly. nyeh.
cake fit for royalty. with gold foils and high definition photo.
the brother, the sister, friends and parents squeezed at the back.
the grandparents who are sooooo very much loved by the granddaughter.
erm. erm...NEXT.
and birthday parties can never go wrong with a pinatta! awhh i wish i was a kid again :|
i shall end it with a trigger happy shot of moi captured by one Aliff. HAHAHA. |
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