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    July 28

    Give all to love, obey thy heart.

    this blog has been with me through every single thing.
    but it's time i move to some place else.

    i'll still use kinah.spaces don't fret.
    cuz i'm too sentimental to let it go like that.

    find me here.
    8)
    June 06

    We tried to find some words, to aid in the decay.

     
    "Do you want me to tell you something really subversive?
    Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it.
    It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.
    And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more."
     
    - Erica Jong
     
    thank you for your quiet apathy. i promise i'll have this public journal updated properly.
    May 02

    To my motion fatigue: farewell.

    i think i google more than i eat.
    HAHA okay that is just an analogy.

    i'm really inconsistent.

    it's been so long i don't even know where to begin!
    so the 2nd week of 3rd year is ovah and it's gonna get rough and choppy and muddy and laden with a stressful pile of gunk that is sure to prevent me from surfacing from the cold hard rock bottom ashes of earth. digressing, i had fun this week.


    recovering from this temporary sabbatical from this blog, i realized i haven't sorted out my thoughts the proper way and that I HAVE JUST TOO MANY THINGS TO WRITE DOWN, ELSE I'LL FORGET. and when i forget, you do not want to know what happens next (actually nothing la, but the consequences on me is too much to bear HAHAHA).


    right now, though, i'm mainly just trying to make it out of this semester ALIVE and also attempt to attend classes punctually (took me a minute to figure out what word it was :|). about a month ago, my semester-attention-span toooootally wore out, and since then my slackerness has just been getting worse and woooorse. now, at least, though, i only have school assignments and study to keep up with. i mean this isn't so bad compared to FYP and attachment so...huzzah?? 


    just the other day, i had a mani done and plain goooooood retail therapy. extremely shiok but of course, not without causing a slight tear in the wallet. April's gone already and this is something i cannot put a finger on cuz everything happened so fast. a sign of coming timessss......and oh! i was listening to Time's Up the entire night yesterday and cried like a fool. a selfish fool to be exact.


    yesterday, i went to Terminal One and we sent Fifi off to Brisbane slash Gold Coast. she'll be gone for a month and i don't know how wwbf and her friends are doing but i sure hope they're alright. speaking of which, Changi Airport still looks the same but not without the ongoing facelifts here and there and because i haven't been there in the longest time (i think eversince the school flight to Bangkok).


    then to Tampines One for some looksee where wwbf and i got trampled on by the swarm of humans making their way to Uniqlo. i swear i wouldn't enter the mall again. firstly, cuz the mall is congested with massive human traffic. secondly, the mall is BADLY CONSTRUCTED. the people behind the mall should know better if they know that Uniqlo's gonna be located on the second floor. pfffft. thirdly, human space per capita in the mall itself is less than 0.005734698 per cm square.


    after T1, we scooted off with our SPF paperbags to Borders and Far East in time to catch Tacit (only one song. -.-). dinner with the rest and walked aimlessly to one direction only to go back the opposite and then home. alone. it wasn't all that bad cuz Tacit and Barricade and the rest of the loserish bands got in the finals. HAHA. (y).


    okay, here's the incredibly amazing array of songs that i've been listening to. namely Brand New, Finch, Closure in Moscow, Meg & Dia, Owl City, Barcelona & The Lives of Famous Men. and then there's TBS' album in June and so much more and Anberlin (95% confirmed)! why ah why not 99%. sianz. and since almost everyone i know are on FB (yes even my first degree family memberz), i figured that this journal's only here for penning my screwed up thoughts so future entries will see lesser and lesser of me (in pictures) HAHAH <3.


    good day!


    PS: i am learning to kill the yearning, suck it up and let it slide. slide all the way down my back and onto the dirty floor. dirty things are meant to be on dirty floors. i'm celebrating this small achievement. (it's not what you think, really).

    March 31

    I feel found when you stay near.

     hurrr. this blog is definitely abandoned. but for the benefit of wwbf and the rest of the beings who actually take their time off to read my unobtrusive entries, i decided to have it updated :| okay, so i've been up to nothing close to productive eversince the start of the two month vacation. call me lazybones or whatever but bumming around all the time has started to take its toll on me. i would constantly be so conscious about, everything else. okay, my body in particular. i feel so gross and unhealthy and thick): so i've been doing workouts i learnt from ellen and it sure makes me feel less guilty. after all, i was the culprit who have done such injustice to my health and body.
     
    i've also been attending sewing classes regularly and have been out almost every other day except on certain days where i turn to being not so receptive to accepting my flaws. so far, i've sewn up high-waisted skirt and am in the midst of sewing a blouse for myself. hawhaw. and just a few days ago, i had my virgin shisha visit with the most awesomest people around (sans a few). i've got a coupla things at the back of my mind that i would wanna accomplish before i start my final year (ZOMGZZZZ FINAL YEAR ?!?).
     
    excuse me for a while before i register this in my cold-hearted brain for it hadn't occur to me that i'm already in year 3. everything's pacing up now. i'd like to hit the beach with wwbf, spend a ridiculous amount of money on food, watch a gamajazillion movies at the cinemas as well as meet my secondary school friends (aiyah when ah Haiza?) before the new term starts. i'm supposed to meet Ain, Ak and wwbf tomorrow but we postponed it. RAH.

    on a different note, one of the highlights has got to be being there to witness BMM perform at Esplanade's outdoor theatre and watching Yuna live and doing nothing but wasting my youth away. NOT. oh, and meeting Ivan and Azl twice in a month. sweeet. and then it was meeting Zila for a few seconds (AH MA GAAAA I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT TALKING TO YOU). apart from her, i'm missing alot of people (especially you) but no thanks to my huge ego, i dont have enough guts to break the wall between us. for now, all i can say is that i apologise for not being the friend you wanted me to be, for messing up everytime when everything's okay again and for not being there whether in your highs or lows. yes, i'm a terrible person.

    okay, i don't feel like typing anymore though i have a couple more things and pictures to upload and update about. i shall give that a miss till next time.
    nighto! (:
    March 05

    So what have we done with x and o's?

    i have since decided that working would be the best option. i have been pining/lusting on so many items on sgflea. everytime i wanted to purchase some nonsense , i'd be somehow rendered broke. but when my wallet's bursting with notes fresh from my Mom's hands, i'd forget all about it, and splurge on nonsensical stuff i don't even need instead.
     
    what in the blazes will i be able to sew? -_- if you don't already know, my Mom has been wanting to sign me up for a slew of courses which includes baking, cooking, sewing etc. so i'm gonna get a hands-on tomorrow at class (LULZ) with 2 other girls and the cheecher who i hope is kinda cuz i'm a slow learner slash dumbo.
     
    i've been a slob as of late. ever since the last paper ended (24th i think??), i've been behaving like an insomniac. sleep late and wake-up even later. it irks me. yes, the sight of me waking up late irks me. HAHA.
     
    and that is why i need a job. the taxi job sounds enticing. i mean who wouldn't want a 7 slash 8 dollar per hour job right? and then there's the IT fair thingy. if all goes well, i hope to be earning some money for myself by the end of this month. *inserts ecstatic money face, $.$*.
     
    the right side of my head hurts and i'm missing a hella lot of people right now that i hope to meet soon. people like my ngaji friends who i basically grew up with and Wan, who's entering army in under a week! and also my secondary skewl buddies who are ever-so-awesome. people like Ivan and Azely whom i still owe a teh peng session with (shitzx). then there's the best friend, ATC and AK (proper hangout leh pls girlsssss). and of course the endearing bitch, Ain. HAHAHA.
     
    i'm pretty excited for Friday but i hate bumping into people who piss the shit out of me. i realise sometimes i am capable of hate. but most of the time, i think i make people hate me so easily. i don't really know. all i know is My Bloody Valentine is extremely gory i hate it. i hate every single yucky part of that movie. and i was hoping Jensen Ackles would me the good guy but turns out he is a baddie. WHY AHHHH.
     
    so anyway, last Saturday was Amira's birthday and she has since turned 5! i am pretty satisfied with the turnout of the decor in the function room. hehe. but it inevitably had to rain on our parade which suxxx but we managed to bbq almost everything and the cake was devineeeee! all thanks to Kak Kikin's hailing all the way from Grand Hyatt. after which i had to play the doormangirl which really tired the guts out of me but i still had enough energy left to play Wii with the siblings+Amirul and watch Fringe (this extremely new series yet to be shown on telly).
     
    before that was a series of outings such as LnL, Postbox's EP launch, 0706 bbq as well as ATC's awesome waterfront gig. it had to rain on our parades that afternoon but the class bbq was at night so it was okay but SH and i totallyy burnt our 1 dollar entering the stewpid chalet. HAHAH. then we took a few jumpshots on the bed and photobooth-ed with Nic's Macbook Pro. then it was bumming around until the charcoal lit and it was a full-blown cookout with massive fire and SUPER FUN TIME.
     
    LnL was a one-off experience which i never want to miss and it actually turned out to be loads of fun pushing people to the moshpit and one kambing boy now has to resort to a lousy phone after losing his phone while bodysurfing. LULZ. Trella performed 3 songs and i am sooooo proud of them boys! afterwhich, i met Sarah and Nissa which was quite shocking cuz the cousin doesn't go to gigs yet alone go to a recorded one. HAHAHA. have a safe trip to Philippines! <333
     
    okay that's super lengthy but here's some eye candy for you. NOT. :o)
     

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    Postbox's launch was very aptly themed for kids like me. HAHAHA. bubbles &balloon coupled with happy people.

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    i still love Widya's sneakers. hawhaw.

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    quoting Sarah 'these are my family, these are my friends'. 8)

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    the room had more laptops than humans. hehehe. free wireless connections ftw!

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    shampoo ad + one slouchy monkey.

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    SH, Me & one burnt Ken.

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    and this is 0706 for you. : D

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    Cinderella gown fit for a princess.

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    making her inspections.

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    spot me!

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    check out the neat decor all done by yours truly. nyeh.

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    cake fit for royalty. with gold foils and high definition photo.

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    the brother, the sister, friends and parents squeezed at the back.

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    the grandparents who are sooooo very much loved by the granddaughter.

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    erm. erm...NEXT.

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    and birthday parties can never go wrong with a pinatta! awhh i wish i was a kid again :|

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    i shall end it with a trigger happy shot of moi captured by one Aliff. HAHAHA.

    February 20

    I want discopop!

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    see you cutiepies there!! : DD

    February 13

    Any dream is permissable in the heart of a fool.

     i'm sure by now the entire intergalactic solar system knows that Blink-182's back.
    i don't know about you but i hyperventilated the morning i heard the good news all thanks to newsfeeds via lj.
    it seemed obligatory that i have to just mention this but i actually do think i have some form of foresight. HAHAHAHAHA.
     
    the night before i was fb-ing and randomly allowed myself an hour's time to put together 25 random facts about me.
    and on #14 of that very note, i wrote this nonsense shoving every single thought of blink rising from the ashes of the dead to beyond existence.
    ' 14. Sometimes i'd like to secretly think that one day blink-182 will reunite again. boo '.
    and the next day, what'dyaknow you have Mark, Tom & Travis reuniting at the Grammy's.
    AHMAGAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDZXZXXZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
    flippin stoked? you bet.
     

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    do i have some form of telekenetic brain psychic prowess or what?

    must've been a mere coincidence. but i'm sure my counterparts such as Ivan, Azely and Haiza would feel the same way. 8)

    and is it just me or did (almost) half of February just whittle away?

    3 more chapters of SENGP and hello exams!

    love, wwbf!Nerd

    February 07

    It's all been in your dreams with nothing tangible.

    drunken conversations & trigger happy shots
    gotta get through this 
    whirlwind of thoughts, much.

    there's a thing about Becky Filip's songs. they just put me in a position that i can relate myself to although i don't really fancy her songs.

    sheesh. such irony should be slashed. ///

    on the plus side,
    this week's gig & chillingz to the millingzx session's the sexxxxx mangzx. puts a good ending to a bad Friday.

    oh and thanks brudder for the Zara shirt. hehe. love you long time. 8)
    okay, study mode reminder put on repeat.
     

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    meet the people who made my (Fri)day.

    The Curious Case of Benjamin Button with Aliff on premiere day was awesomely sweet. i could've melt right there and then. forget about chilly aircon, i'd melt at the sight of Brad Pitt's suave charm any day. hehehe. then we almost clubbed. NOT. but walked through Clarke Quay's pier. contemplated on Gmax but didn't cuz i iz paisehzz. lol.

    had a sabbatical, it's crazy. life's been draining the water in my sockets out of me. soon i'll go blind and i wouldn't be able to see the beauty of life. then again, it's not all about the aesthetics. hmm. cut my hair today after scratching my scalp non stop cuz i just cannot resist it. itchy fingers. so made my way down to the salon and the lovely hairdresser trimmed my tresses. it looks ugly now, by the way. as thin as a cancer-stricken patient. pfft. i want my old fringe back (refer to current dp).

    so i'm gonna study before internship which is not so bad afterall so i'm kewl with it. stewpid loser me is gonna study first so she better pray as hell that she'd get through this year and TA-DAH. YR 3 IS GONNA KICK IN. and i switched to typing in small caps all the way cuz i realized it's faster this way. so small caps ftw.

    before i go, i don't know what to say anymore. i tried my darndest, but it was futile so i'm not going to care anymore. and now this. give me a break. i really do not know what to say or think anymore. i am too fucking spent. i shall take a step back and just watch the world go by. it's easier to just not partake anymore.

    woooohoooo! life is so fly right now (!!!)

    -_-
    February 04

    What if you counting on my failure made me live.

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    And yet another day passes with you drifting to and fro in my mind like wind chime. The day was pure, crystallized shit.

    But we're not gonna let them bones grind us down, are we?

    This morning, I was awoken with a top szecret text message from the best friend all the way from down under (Hahaa, Ain's under wear walll post at FB damn funny).
    She told me that it's fucken 42 degrees over there and that she ______________ but to ________________ .
    Anyway, that's really beside the point the point. The point is I miss her and it's only been 2 days.
    What the fugggg.
     
    Today marked the final day of presentation and report submission (say, yay?).
    I am relieved thank heavens, but not relieved enough to know that I've got a final lesson (Quiz, 10%. do or die) tomorrow at 11 a.m.(sharp).
    Knowing that this spells temporary relief, I declared the rest of the days free from school's massively (Every Villain Is Lemons) wrath and spent the entire afternoon shopping for junk and checking the new mall out. hurhur.
     
    Then it started to pour really badly and I took no heed and walked in the rain and honestly, walking in the rain has never felt sooooooooo good. To top it off, I had really good top notch fist grade Nasi Lemak for dinner all thanks to Mok Teh all the way from 359 (kangkong ftw! hehehe). That kinda saw me sleeping extremely early cuz the fatigue made me slightly disorientated.  Sleep debt cleared, now to study.
     

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    This was during one of those Delifrance lunches but the focus isn't on the chicken steak. It's on the uncle in green laughing insanely it's annoying.
     

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    Mail Me To The Moon @ Home. eh eh eh Trella was awesome as usual but it was a lepak gig with Act Deux and Postbox. :D

    Anyway. I'm learning to value myself. And time spent with others. And life in general.
    And... I don't know what else to say.
    Yay? 8)

    February 02

    Four hands and then away.

      

    "Everything is beautiful. I am detached, I am a movie. We are seemingly unscathed, but sooner or later, there will be hell to pay." 
    ---
    January 27

    I'm swimming in an ocean of pillowcase blue and I sink so deep in you.

    t'was an awesome day at Ata's pad. hehehehe.
    swimming at noon, 2 movie blockbusters (Slumdog Millionaire, Ponyo At the Cliff By the Sea), bbq, Wii-ed (Resident Evil, Kabookie, Warioware), BnJ's Choc Fudge Brownie, Cherry Garcia indulgence.
    omg funfunfun!
     
    okay, 2 projects to complete by tomorrow.
    BYEZZZZZZZ!
    D=
     
    i am in recession, soul in confusion, painful to make this confession, oh forgive this illegal passion.
    for rejection is no longer an avoidance, but an acceptance of a slap on the face.
    &the end.
     

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    heheh Ponyo's a girl now.

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    zomg what a QT SCENE.

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    where the party people at.

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    does domo's fan sign.

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    From left to right: Uncle Ali, the brother, aunt, Mok Teh, Dad.

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    Amira Sufya waddling in the baby pool.

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    From left to right: Ata, Ipul's gf, Ipul, Mok Chu.

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    gotta hit the sack now. NIGHTO!

    January 23

    Like love, lost, lies and us and woh ohh...

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    eeee i'm such a slob. i just asked my brother to buy me gunk from OCK over at msn.
    it's disgusting how i've been eating and couch potatoing all day. what a brat.
     
    IB is not even close to completion. again, i'd like to reiterate that i'm such a slob.
    but the rest should be fine. SHOULD BE.
    uhhh.
     
    Lydia's albums roxzxzzx.
    so does Jack's Mannequin. eheehehehehehehheheh.
    and thesixtyone is the penultimate.
     

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    oh and meet Ivan, WHO IS SO ADVANCED NOW I BARELY KNEW THE PERSON HE ONCE WAS. orange lights nice meh.

    wahlao. D=

     
    it's foolproof, just without the cloud of insanity hanging over my head.
    i wonder why we are being so machiavellian about grades.
    it's not gonna take you as far as Jupiter or Saturn.
     
    dopeshitzx.
    okay February, let's roll with it.
     

    January 20

    Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak.

    i think my brain just atrophied and died.
    it's mid-week in this mid-month and it's mid-day (i think?!).

    i am so tired. tired of early mornings, school and doing nothing. NOT. i reckon massive blood loss is the cause of it. i've been dealing with it for the past 3(?) and that saw me turning in early, as early as 12! i don't usually feel lethargic but these days just had to get the better of me.
     
    got scammed by a bleedy manicurist at Bugis yesterday. SH and i paid twice as much for a freaking mani and she did a half assed job. urgh. super horrible CRM. had Delifrance for lunch and it was alright, Ambush soon (!!). 
     
    oh did i mention my AceKard is super fabbbb the sound quality and graphics are out of this world! and apparently, someone's been stalking me at Clementi. it's freaky as hell cuz nothing beats not knowing the identity of the person.

    hmmhmmm. numerous numerous things at the top of my agenda that is soon-to-be-completed. MR, IB, CRM, ITIPJ, BCOMM. prepare for more brain cracking tonight!

    okay this entry actually serves no purpose. i'm actually reminding myself that time is running out dammit!

    on a good note, i had strawberries and whipped cream for breakfast today. there is a high possibility that my fridge content can last us through winter. hurhur. and i am officially at the fattest point in my life.

    aaahhh!!!!!!! sianz0rrrrr..

    more early mornings to come. oh wells.

    let's tango and thrash.
    good day! 8)
    January 16

    Profundity was nigh.

    Partyhere's wishing my baby sister a smashing 9th birthday!!!
     
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    okay not so baby afterall and excuse the unglam bedsheet if you must but...
    it's hard to believe she's already grown so much!
    my super intelligent sister is finalleh 9. like HOMGGG. =o
    soon she's gonna overtake me in height as well.
    WAHLAO.
    but seriously she's the best la. best at crying, best at yelling, best for bitching during one of those screwed up days.
    she's the <3333!
     
    i'll be missing out on Silhouette's launch tomorrow as well as Plainsunset and Trella and everything else since the entire Bakri clan will be coming over to our house for some doa selamatzz and a pardeh.
    urghh. i'll be missing out on a hella lot ah stop rubbing it in people.
    it'd be impossible to just sneak outta the house right since we're playing hosts.
    dammit. I IS SAD LORZXZXZZ.
     
    on a happier note, the brother finally replaced my R4 with a new one and i'm omg happy beyond words cuz i don't need to resort to reading Reader's Digest and National Geographic on trains like a geek no more. hehehe (tho it's kinda in my routine). Sh and i, are unknowingly the bitchiest fat-ists around i swear! we can go hours on end just yapping and giggling away. hurrr.
     
    okay screw SENGP's 10% come Monday and Myra, manicure soon.
    nighto!
    January 14

    "And all we are is small, cause i'm all for this".

     seems as obvious as a poke in the eye, but i read this yesterday and it rang the little tin bell inside my head
     
    "what missed you was never to hit you,
    and what hit you was never to miss you."
     
    true, yeah? i expect fervent railings from those who suspect we chose our own destinies.
     
    another reason, i inadvertently read something i wish i hadn't. made me feel like i didn't even belong in the social networking world. ouch. i need to let the grief subside.
     
    so i left my blog to rot for a week or more. i'm supposed to rush for 4 reports but i am still the slouchy mess that i am. this past week's been pretty screwed up, no thanks to me.
     
    had a really gut-tugging tummyache this afternoon and contemplated on skipping IB for a 20 dollar MC cuz it was seriously painful but miraculously cured so had to sit for the screwed up paper only for me to screw it up even more. hahaha. XML was okay. should've just followed Sh's answers on the spot but kudos to me considering it was all absorbed like 2 hours before i sat for it. heheh.
     
    see the thing about mcqs is that it's nothing but crap. i know its insane to prefer essays over mcqs. but i do. it left me high and dry & schizo. I CANNOT DECIDE ON AN ANSWER. i kept thinking every question was a trick question and Sh's the ultimate lah. thanks for the Ribena gummy <333.
     
    hmmm, oh Plainsunset on Friday at the polytechnic's first night open house was mediocre i actually thought AVA was better. the crowd was a letdown and this was certainly a far cry from Jam&Hop. we ditched NYP for For This Cycle at Esplanade Waterfront and he's omg goooood! he sang Daughters by John Mayer and it's super nice but i preferred the solo of Weiwen's For What It's Worth compared to the band version. before that, i met the best friend for Burger King and Bedtime Stories at the Cathay (hilarious bone-ticklingly funny) and manicure afterwards. got scolded by the Thailand/Vietnam/Myanmar aunty a few times cuz i kept fidgeting around pressing the buttons of my phone to confirm stuffs. hurrr then we split paths where i headed to my school for the lame gig.
     
    last Sunday was when i finalleh met Ain and everyone else at SAM (including kambing boy who said he wasn't going). i don't think i have anything else to say cept that the gig was undoubtedly goood (tho AJA sucked. HAHA Ris can vouch for that) and we left early for some mama food at this mama shop opposite Cuppage with the boys, Erny and Dee. and some bugger had to just laugh so hard till he fell off the chair and broke it. hurhur. *szecret identity will be revealed soon*.
     
    then it was hell-ish from Monday to Wednesday (today. lol!). i hate to say this again but school really sucks i wish i wasn't even in NYP my mom thinks i don't deserve to be in a school i hate but hate will get you everytime so yeah. and there i go blabbing again. today someone threw his slide phone on the ground leaving me super horrified but hey what's done is done. i stand by my own comments and on my own feet now. no i don't think i can deal with any heartbreak in the near future. Myra and i have already submitted our application forms to die as spinsters because retribution comes in the least obvious ways but i probably should'nt be thinking of that right now.
     
    too many assignments to rush (Ash plays the bass by the way!) and too many shit at hand. no i cannot stand any of you but if you wanna talk behind my back, at least block me off la so i won't have to be so suspicious you know. hurhur. i think i made some positive advances today. thank you Ham for going crazy with me. yesterday morning saw me puking yellow liquid on the bathroom sink. urgh. if anyone knows if that's an obvious sign of anything do let me in on it. school in the evening for 2 hours and then to fetch the world's worst best friend tomorrow where we'll drive ourselves up to the brink of insanity. say, yay?
     
    thank you everyone for having read this crap matter thus far.
    goodnight! <3
     
    p.s. oh and if you're wondering who fell off the chair and broke it into a miniscule mess, it's Mhmmdz. Lhmz. okay bye.
    January 04

    Ten thousand craters where it all should be.

    okay, tired now. after my earlier post, i got inspired to focus all my crazy energy in the actual productivity. i know, i know. it's pretty surprising for me too!
     
    • i organised all the books in my room.
    • re-organised all my music folders (okay more like dumping them to the D:drive).
    • cleaned my room so that it's wonderful, clean and nice-smelling (i actually typed smiling) and happy.
    • took back my library books and picked up the books on hold for me.
    • cleaned out my wardrobe and changed the bedroom calendar.
    and now i am sleeeeeepy.*flops* but i have food for the rest of the week, and it is omg good. i have a happy, happy tummy. also a room which smells citrus-yy all hail the arometherapy! watched a couple of Chick Flicks this morning and i super love Amanda Bynes in She's The Man. hurhur.
     
    you guys should really catch 7 Pounds. that movie's dopeeeee. and if you think it's the same as all the other movies Will Smith has acted, well you're wrong cuz it's deep. seriously deep. like deep deep. lol.
     
    this past week has singled me out from a slew of events ): all thanks to my phone which made me upset for awhile but i already recovered from that cuz i've realized it's pretty superficial. and that patience goes a long way. i've learnt to shut my gap albeit for a short period of time. i am still learning so bear with me.
     
    i am currently hooked onto Last.fm and this mosdef creams AOL radio cuz i've had it with emo alternative streaming. it's like ear candy for the headphone trippers. seriously.
     
    RAHHHH. it's high time i get a trim cuz i can feel the ends of my hair slightly frazzled. eurgh. my brain isn't cooperating with me at all,  let's see if i can get enough impetus to study for IB. or REALLY start on MR. shucks. i need to do substantial research for IB pronto. cbcbcbcb.
     
    edit:// my R4 is spoiled so this spells temporary boredom on public transport. doublecb.
     
    bye.
    December 31

    I'm ready to go.

    these are times that can't be weathered and we have never been back there since then. these are times that can't be weathered and we have never been back there since then. these are times that can't be weathered and we have never been back there since then. these are times that can't be weathered and we have never been back there since then. these are times that can't be weathered and we have never been back there since then. these are times that can't be weathered and we have never been back there since then. these are times that can't be weathered and we have never been back there since then.
    December 30

    Well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth.

     
    okay i'd probably sound like any other saying this but believe me when i say,
    Paramore is UHH-MAZING!!
     
    LISTENING TO THE FINAL RIOT TOTALLY TELEPORTS ME TO CHICAGO'S CONGRESS THEATRE.
    and it doesn't help that Josh Farro (who has a seriously hot bod btw) oozes extreme boyish charm. teehee.
    HAYLEY IS AS FAB AS EVER.
    omgomg I HEREBY DECLARE THAT I AM NO FANGIRL. *swoons*
     
    anyhow, the intros and outros are so frickin goood, it leaves you wanting more.
    here's a couple of videos to ward off boredom and hopefully make you inclined to buy the album. nyehhh.
     

         
      

             


      

    andddddddd i never knew Adam Brody is the drummer of Big Japan until recently. ZOMMMMG.
     
    "The addendum to the joke takes out the fun
    We’ll be laughing when the punch line comes
    Let them drown in their own tears because the deserve it
    And the fact that what they love’s what killed them is ironic"
     
     
    xoxo, nighto!
     
    December 28

    Urban spacemen and wayfaring strangers.

    howdyyyyy! just got back from celebrating Maal Hijrah 1430 at the mosque. the atmosphere was sombre but i realllllly love solat jemaah under the hugeass roof. teehee. IT MAKES ME FEEL LIBERATED AND CALM. i had crab today (my mom can totally read my mind).
     
    spent the last half of this week walking around town with one very lovely boy and had a solo dinner like one fed up loser @___@ afterwhich we hit homeclub for Postbox and Marchtwelve. the former is awesome as always. heh. and today Dad brought us to his workplace to chillo where i took every ounce of opportunity to go on a bangle spree!!! then we went to Esplanade library where i FINALLEH paid my fine (12.60 siolxzz) and then home to eat my crab and coconut. hahaha.
     
    these past few days were nothing short of fun! countless family dinners, sprees, and currently on a little nyonya rampage frenzy. i love family dinners. the whole ghetto thing with the entire clan makes for an incredibly enticing dining experience altogether. oh the loveeeeee (: but this is at the expense of my fellow friends whom i havent heard of in 726236 days. BAHHHHH. i hope everyone's swell!
     
    term break has officially drawn to a close so hello DEPRESSION AND HEAVY LOADWORK.....i hope the hollerback girls (HAHAHA) are free this week. and new years approaching veh soon. i have derived close to nada resolutions on the back of my mind (not that it ever matters neway).
     
    i don't understand what exactly is the hype over new year. all people ever do is drink and be merry. get pissed drunk and god forbids, all the yucky stuff. eeeurgh. i don't really know what goes in the minds of those who drink. but all i know is they cause a ruckus and are nothing but smelly faggots (father maggots). hahaha.
     
    i've got a nintendo browser, yay! but i have no clue what is our home's WEP number so that makes for lousy connection. hmm, i've got nothing else to say except that i'm bored and the sole purpose of this entry is to post overdue photos of Myra's pre Dinner & Dance at ATC's and a few other random but rotten shots and what-have-yous. 
     
    goodnight fellas!
     

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    after bathing... Myra don't kill me if you see this. lol.

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    notice the swollen eyes. O.o

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    yes multiple coverage with ATC's handy makeup suitcase.

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    all pretty now. HAHHAHA. OMG MAJOR HEIGHT DIFFERENCE!

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    while at it, Asyraf and i got bored so we played monkey with the balloons.

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    then ATC got mad at us so we just continued eating our peanuts and i look like a granny here.

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    at Al Azhar for some yummy kangkong and cockles.

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    Pinky and the brain.

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    they messed up the meeting room. tsk2

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    all hail the spastics.

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    back when my sister was a baby....*sighs*

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    distortion. HAHAHAH.

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    to esplanade library to borrow some piano sheets.

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    and i miss this striped menace aka mak nenek.

    December 25

    I wouldn't be like this if you were here.

     
    yowza! i don't know what's going on in Sg but i sure hope everyone's doing fine. the trip to Malacca was awesome possum. woke up at six just to get there by 7:30 ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT THE BUS TAKES OFF AN HOUR LATERZ. we alighted at 2, dragged our dainty feet to the hotel and bummed around before going to the mall across where we went Korean on the first day and Japanese the next. Amirul almost ripped off his big toenail while swimming. hoho. chendol by the sidewalk, shopshopshopped and in between i managed to squeeze in time to watch my favourite malay soap dramas. pigged out on a lot of junk food and really gooooooood food (A&W mmmhmmm!!). i think i piled on 648332 kg already. *gasps*! i need some self-control, so no bingeing already!! (i'm kidding). nyehhh.
     
    this trip was pretty fulfilling considering i had a pretty tough time deciding on what nonsense to buy myself. HAHAHA. everything there is dirt cheap (duh!) and funded by my lovely Mom and 2 ringgit from Dad. LULZ! i failed miserably at covering CRM for this trip :( oh Dad didn't participate much cuz he had his own thing to attend for 3 days in a row! DMDI convention at the hotel opposite ours so his schedule's pretty hectic therefore no sightseeing for him. HAH. basically it wasn't that bad. i had fun with my cousins and siblings roaming around Malacca without a friggin car but we eventually did go home in our car Auto which Dad collected over at the workshop. Da Ge is home today for the HOLY XMAS HOLS so MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone and Partypartayy the night away. I'M BEAT! :D
     
    p.s. I FINALLY HAVE MICROSOFT OFFICE IN MY LAPTOP. haaaaaleeeeellllluuujjaaahhhh!
     

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    nighto!